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♥ Saturday, January 01, 2011♥

My mood has been up & down throughout the confiment period.. I would say i have broken every single rule of confinement except taking cold drinks. Like cleaning up the house, bathing, washing hair almost everyday , walking barefooted , going out, enjoying aircon & fan etc I even had KFC , Pizza hut & Sakae (never knew they taste so yummy). Hope i wont have too bad after effects when i grow older.

There were times where i was super down coz gt nag by both moms & aunts to drink chicken essence, weird chinese herbs & wine (DOM / Pu Yao Jin)... Luckily we are not living in olden days where pple were strictly not allowed to bath , wash hair or go out. I would like to thank my close friends for listening me out & hearing my rantings.. really feel much better after letting everything out. Otherwise i be having depression.

Now for the most important thing to all ladies would be weight & figure.. my weight seems to be stagnant now after i lost 5kg after 12 days (2kg belongs to Javier).. i guess i have to be abit more patient. My tummy has deflated quite alot thanks to the Malay massage but it's still very visible.. I must discipline myself to wear the corset for another 1 - 2 months otherwise regret for life... Stretch marks are also appearing coz tummy flatten too fast otherwise i am pretty satisfied with the results.

Here's my bulging belly pics... hopefully i can fit into my Jeans skirt soon.

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Last but not least , i been trying out new things with Javier like latching him (feels ticklish but close bonding coz he's so close to me) , body to body contact (to help him feel more secured & grow faster) , watching him change diaper , bath & smiling in his sleep. I guess all these changed my mindset about screaming baby even though he cried super loud today & i was abit frustrated.. luckily he stopped after awhile.. He just dont like to bath & lie on the bed naked :P


Aiyiko XOXO