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♥ Monday, May 29, 2006♥

This post is gona b super bo liao come back another day for a proper post.. I jus feel cranky n wan to vent out some frustrations..Working indeed has drain more of my energy than studying, preparing for exams, meeting pjt datelines etc.. Stepping into the working society has sort of pulled me apart from friendship, family & rslp..

On the otherhand, compared to pple who study part time or working parents who need to rush off to fetch their kids,take care of their family, do housework etc.. i shld b contented and feel lucky.. i noe i shouldnt be making a huge fuss... i should be contented.. but i cant help it k.. i am only human who's natural reaction is to complain when cranky.. god is gracious.. i am sure he will forgive me..

No matter how tired i am, i must make sure i have a healthy balance of friendship, family relationship and relationship.. i dun wan to regret many yrs down the road that i have lost my frenz bcoz i was too busy involved with my own life and spending every free weekend with bf or watever..i make sure i accompany my parents every now n then n do my duties as a daughter.

I feel bad when pple misunderstand me that i dun wan to spend time with them... esp hao nw.. he feels that i am nt spending enough time with him.. but then i wan to tell him i am really vv tired n drained after wk.. it would just b like goin out with a zombie.. i hope he will understand in future.. nt i dun wan to make time for him.. is i really vv vv vv tired..i need a break fr work..


Aiyiko XOXO